Do you know who you really are??

does soul exist soul yes Who soul and

one more What is the purpose of life

you're just asking very big questions

without understanding the significance

of the

question See when you ask does soul

exist you're not talking about an

academic

subject You're asking what is the nature

of who I am or you're saying I don't

know a damn thing about myself Please

tell

me Yes Isn't

it you are asking this very easily

because you have not been touched by the

pain of ignorance the pain of not

knowing who you are It has not torn you

apart If it really touches you that

you're just living here doing all kinds

of nonsense without knowing the ABC of

who you are it should be very painful

isn't it that pain has not yet touched

you your mouthing

questions is not sunk deep

enough So every day you must remind

yourself at least spend 10 minutes in

the morning just see what an utter idiot

you are You don't know anything about

yourself but you're busy with all kinds

of nonsense in your life

Every day just 10 minutes remind

yourself as intensely as possible your

ignorance of

yourself Then slowly the pain will

sink When it becomes so painful that you

can't bear it knowing will not be far

away It's one

moment If I say yes you have a

soul but can you walk better

what use is the soul did they put any

kind of utility to the soul these two

are useful That other soul that they're

talking about is it of any

use it's of no use So don't talk about

it And if I tell you it is there what

does it do to you if I tell you no it

doesn't exist What does it do to you

nothing Isn't it only thing is the next

dinner party that you go you can

entertain people around you talking

about the soul

But as far as your existence is

concerned nothing changes Isn't it so

yes nothing at all will change Isn't

it so if you're asking the

question fundamentally you're asking

question what am I who am

I when you are here are you alive you're

alive When you are here

alive what is the way to know who you

are

is it not really ridiculous and insane

that you must ask me please tell me who

am

I this is like two psychiatrists were

walking on the Kovaleum beach one

day One of them looked at the other up

and down and said "You seem okay How am

I

this is just like that isn't it you're

sitting here you're alive you're

existing and you're asking me "Who am I

what am

I?" Is it not ridiculous very ridiculous

isn't

it only thing is the majority is with

you That's the only comfort which has

not allowed you to know the pain of

ignorance You have a huge majority of

people around you who are all saying yes

this is the way to be

Yes that is the only thing which has

given you some comfort Suppose you are

the only man on the planet who does not

know who you are Everybody else

knows You know how it would be for you

yes You don't know who you are You're

busy in the world Does it make any sense

or does it sound like

madness insanity isn't it but the

comfort is you're in a huge asylum where

everybody's like

you So your problem is your existence

itself right now is only in comparison

with something else You have no

existence of yourself Please

see right

now if you don't have something that

everybody has Everybody has nose Suppose

you did not have a

nose Actually you can breathe better You

know if you take off your nose you will

get 22% extra

oxygen You'll be more healthy Everything

will be better But you know how you will

suffer because everybody else has a

nose Yes or no or if you get something

extra that other people don't have you

still suffer Isn't it suppose you grew

one

horn You know how terrible it would be

But if everybody had a horn then we

would be polishing it and decorating

around You

know your very existence is in

comparison There is no existence of

yourself Everything is in comparison

So with that comfort you're passing off

without knowing the pain of not

knowing If you know the pain of not

knowing who you are then if you just see

that I don't know anything about myself

tears will

come If it starts tearing you apart

knowing is not far away It's very simple

It's very very simple because after all

you want to know what is within you

isn't

it Can what is within you be denied to

you by anybody or anything do you need a

passport to go within do you need a

visa to turn inward and know what's

within do you need somebody's permission

or can somebody stop you

can any authority in the world stop you

no

So who is stopping

you who could be stopping you

only yourself Nobody else but yourself

Nobody else is capable of stopping you

isn't

it so why are you stopping

yourself simply because you made your

whole existence outside of

yourself Your very existence is only in

comparison with somebody

Because this has happened to you simply

because the very nature of sense organs

is like this Because your experience of

life is limited to sense perception That

is the reason why you're existing in

comparison with somebody not by

yourself Because sense organs are like

this If I touch this this feels cool to

me This feels cool to me Not because of

the way the steel rod is simply because

of the way my body temperature

is If I lower my body temperature and

touch this this would be warm to me Yes

Is it so if I lower my body temperature

to minus 100 and touch this this would

be red hot to

me Is it

so so your very basic experience of life

because it is limited to sense

perception everything is in comparison

So your very existence has become in

comparison If this has to change

philosophies and teachings are not going

to change this fundamental

reality If your experience of life

transcends the limitations of sense

perception suddenly everything is

different When we initiated you into

Shambhabi if you gave yourself to the

process it could easily take you beyond

sense

perception Many of

you going into moments where you are no

more within your sense perception

Something else is beginning to happen

Anything new happens your mind is such

it knows only

fear Even if you walk into heaven you

will know only fear because it's

something that you do not know You have

conditioned yourself like this But if

you allow it to happen you will see you

will start experiencing a dimension

which is beyond sense

perception Only when your experience of

life moves beyond sense perception then

your experience of life is absolute not

in comparison with something else Then

your experience of life has transcended

the limitations of the physical

Then you have created an atmosphere to

know who the hell you are And you better

know who the hell you are Otherwise

anything that you do is of no

consequence